I recently watched the movie "Breakfast at Tiffany's" and I really enjoyed this movie. It made me ponder a few thoughts about myself. This picture is a quote from the movie and the words have stuck with me. I have never considered myself a free spirit or a wild person that was until I actually … Continue reading Yearning to be free – Fear or No Fear?
Dim glow of morning light through the curtains...I think of you. Soft warmth of the sheets against my skin...I think of you. Heaviness of the blanket covering and surrounding me...I think of you. Gentle whirring of the ceiling fan above, hums to me...I think of you. Numerous fluffy pillows cradling my neck and head...I think … Continue reading “Early morning…” by S.E. Allen
October 12, 2017 “…long, boring marriage…” those words shouting at me from the computer screen. After the passing of my ex, his email account was accessed to get information on his bills and other things to be taken care of. That is where I found these words. It has been popping up in my thoughts … Continue reading Long, boring marriage – Last words from beyond the grave
October 3, 2017 Today was an ordinary Monday morning. I was still somewhat sleep deprived due to staying up too late and was rushing to get to the cake decorating and sugar art class I paid for a few months ago. It is something I look forward to every year after the Oklahoma State Sugar Art … Continue reading News: Is there still a responsibility to be impartial, unbiased and accurate?
September 24, 2017 It’s been 7 months since life changed the way I thought and felt about myself as a woman also as a person. In previous blog entries, I wrote about the “imaginary” relationship that turned into a scam but how, despite the outcome, the emotions and feelings from the experience stayed with me. … Continue reading Belief in the existence of Love
I wrote this poem to mark my 100th Day of Daily Gratitude's. It's been such a positive impact on my thought process. I recommend that you give it a try. Thank you so much for stopping by and showing support as I go through this personal journey of self-discovery, healing and recovery. Have an … Continue reading 100th Day of Gratitude
Time heals all wounds by Suzanne Allen I wake to see another morning dawn. Sleepy, stretching and still a yawn. That familiar pang of doubt. Sometimes I want to scream and shout. Tired of sometimes feeling this way. Somehow I still make it through the day. Slight tingle of pain from old wounds. Reminds of … Continue reading Time heals all wounds
Morning - by Suzanne Allen Out of the darkness of slumber I awake. Tired and weary, filled with pain and ache. Not from the body, grows older each day. The brain-filled thoughts,automatic replay. Lumber out of bed, hair all a mess. Time to get up, time to get dressed. Deep breaths in, deep breaths out. … Continue reading Morning – by Suzanne Allen
September 15, 2017 I’ve written before about the barriers to finding a meaningful relationship online. One of the most important aspects of contemplating meeting someone in this environment, besides the honesty and integrity, is effective communication. I have taken many communication courses; written and verbal in order to be a more effective leader. Couple that … Continue reading Communication – something new: friendships, relationships, and acquaintances.
09/11/17 The world view changed that day. No longer seen as this bright and hopeful place, it was dulled by tragedy, sadness, tears, and anger. The depression and anxiety were compounded by the sense of helplessness, wanting to be there for the strangers I did not know. I cried for days. It seemed like the … Continue reading Day not forgotten – Finding strength