Void

Emptiness. Hole. Hollow. "The quality or state of being without something" These are similar descriptions of feeling nothing. A void. People with Major Depression and anxiety understand the void very well. As one with major depression this feeling of emptiness happens quite often especially when under stress. During these moments of feeling nothing,  it's almost … Continue reading Void

Live, Love, Laugh – What does it really mean?

January 13th, 2019 It is a Sunday evening.  Twice today I got into an argument with my online relationship.  Same topic different day.  We have never actually settled it from previously. After I got mad, unfollowed and blocked him on all social media I then proceeded to tell him that it wasn’t for me anymore.  … Continue reading Live, Love, Laugh – What does it really mean?

Seasons Greetings, Happy Holidays, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!

It is December 23, 2018.  I’m sitting here on this Sunday morning drinking my coffee, listening to Christmas music, and trying to find that holiday spirit.  Christmas is just 2 days away and it just feels like any other day. I’ve had moments in the past when I just didn’t feel up to the holiday … Continue reading Seasons Greetings, Happy Holidays, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!

Tears in the Dark by Suzanne Allen

That bewitching hour arrives once more. Darkness surrounds. Closed windows and doors. Lying awake, staring into the black. Thoughts tumbling over and over. Stress and anxiety start to react. Peace splintered once more. Nothing new to the mind. Been here before. Words carelessly are thrown about. What is it this time? Self-sabotage or self-doubt? Doesn't … Continue reading Tears in the Dark by Suzanne Allen

Love…on the other side of the world

Love...on the other side of the world by Suzanne Allen Dedicated to Ghabriel. Time has moved so slow. Days my heart, felt like it would break. You would always know. We've fought quite often. I would be angry so would you too. Yet, Love never let our hearts harden. We miscommunicate like no other. Distance … Continue reading Love…on the other side of the world

State of Emotion – Fear:  Jealously and Mistrust reaction

August 21, 2018 State of Emotion – Fear:  Jealously and Mistrust reaction I was looking through previous posts and realized how far I have come from that very first entry over 3 years ago.  The idea for this blog was going to be about cake decorating, sugar art, and related topics.  The first writings were … Continue reading State of Emotion – Fear:  Jealously and Mistrust reaction