It is Friday the 13th, April 2018. Yesterday, I spent a good portion of the day at a veteran’s job fair. I thought there would be more employers there but unfortunately, some did not show. I talked to few companies, told them what kind of positions I was looking for and then handed out resumes. … Continue reading Retrospect – Thoughts on how life moves.
It is April 9, 2018. I am still a single mom of four kids. This is not where I thought I would be at 47 (my birthday is in 12 days). I had hoped that by the time I reached 50, I would be settled down somewhere, paying off a mortgage, mid-career, planning for retirement … Continue reading Alone – Introspection on a life lived.
It is 11:50 pm on a Saturday night. I sit alone in the darkness, texting, chatting online and thinking about how to write this. This morning I went and saw the movie “Acrimony” by Tyler Perry starring Taraji P. Henson. The synopsis of the story states it was about a woman who gets revenge for … Continue reading Hold on or let go – Under the influence of a movie.
The last 4 years has been this never-ending cycle of change. It was a scary thing to do. The day I decided to change my life path by ending everything I knew up to that point. To dare to dream of a life that was completely opposite of what I knew. Some told me I … Continue reading Second chances – Ready or not.
I was reading today on the news, social media, and the internet that over a million students across the United States walked out of school yesterday, March 14, 2018, to protest and support an assault weapons ban across the country. This was spurred by yet another school shooting last month. As I perused through different … Continue reading One voice – Observing social movements
It is another late night. Still unable to sleep at a “normal” time. It is almost 1 a.m. and once again I am still wide awake. I used to start feeling tired about 9:30 in the evening and would be asleep by 11 p.m. It has been over a month since the last time I … Continue reading Insomnia – Too many thoughts
It is March 8th, 2018 and according to my calendar and social media, it is International Women’s Day. To be honest, I had no idea there was such a day. I don’t spend a lot of time following trends, politics or anything related to social movements. It’s not that I don’t care but sometimes my … Continue reading Women
It is March 3rd, 2018. Yesterday was Friday and sometimes my typical mornings are spent at a local casino using whatever free play that is on my player's rewards account at the time. A mailer on Thursday saying I had $15 in free play to spend, so I thought why not since I had nothing … Continue reading Vibes. Aura. The Soul’s frequency.
It’s Tuesday, February 20, 2018. A typical morning for us, getting up, showers, dressed, and ready to go. Ready to start the day and keep moving forward. After getting kids up and moving, I head back to my room to start getting ready. I normally, out of habit now, pick up my phone to check … Continue reading Things we learn…retrospect of growing up.
Lying here, thinking about today. My attempt to socialize more. Normally thats not hard for me. Yet, when I try to be friendly with other women, they tend to blow me off. That's what happened today, again. I tried to see just the positives, to not let it get to me, but it did. I … Continue reading I am, who I am.